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Who Redefined “Friendship”?? ๐Ÿค”

These days I feel humans just exist. Nothing feels right anymore.
Can we just rewind? What are we doing?
Allowing ourselves drown and sink deeper into this abyss every day.

I’m 20 now and when I was 10, all I wanted to do was play outside with my friends but now even when I try to “chill”with my “friends” these days, everything just feels “off”.

Am I the only one or does “friendship” really feel different?
Is it technology or are we just evolving??

•There’s more but then I forgot cause my cat decided my arm was the coziest place to sleep.






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