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I stood there, my glock 17 in my hands, aimed at his chest. I'd rehearsed lines for this moment but then, staring him in the eye I didn't think it was worth it.

I should have gone for the slow death option, I tilted my head to the left a bit so I could study the look in his eyes. I was standing face to face with the love of my life but not for long.

I'd watched them transition from slight annoyance ( he didn't like being disturbed as apparently that's what I had been doing for a while) to amusement to disbelief to fear and then... horror. I smiled.

I licked my lips- I'm going to be the last thing he sees before he dies, I should make it worth his while. I should make it worth my while too.

Oh Lord, he was so handsome. Couldn't recall how many nights I had stayed up watching that face, he looked so magnificent in his sleep. I loved how he smiled in his sleep like he was responding to a private joke.
Couldn't recall how many kisses I had planted on those lips- oh those lips.

A lone tear slid down my right cheek, not long after, it was accompanied by another.

I saw it now, what I wanted to see- regret. So vivid in his eyes I couldn't misread it, couldn't possibly mistake it.

His lips parted and I clicked.

As he fell to floor I let myself go, let the tears flow. Looking down at him I wished he had listened to me but no.. I put another one through his heart just to make my point.

THIS IS HOW ANGELS CRY.

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